I feel sad

                                                        

Before almost an year I met X (I won’t use names-just X). Before several months we unexpectedly get used to meet more often, get closer and get to know each other more and more. X always has some interesting and unusual experience, everything that happens with X is different from the usual.OK-no problem.I believed to everything X said, we met very often and in one moment we realized how much we have things in common, we understand each other, we felt like friends. Great! I very easily become friend with somebody. However for almost two weeks I’m no more current, I found out that some of the things I have believed in are not quite true. I hate to be lied! X it looks like is from the people that become attached to somebody as fast as become attached to somebody else. I don’t tell that X has no right to have other friends.NO! But is not normal for me before some days to behave as if we know each other not for several months but for several years and suddenly to pretend not to see me when I’m right beside X.

I don’t understand this. And it didn’t happen for the first time Perhaps the problem is that I too easily believe people and then let them hurt me. As usual I don’t know..

Zapochna se

Tyk 6te postvam novinite okolo tova kade sam prieta i kade ne.Dnes poly4ih parviq email-otrqzaha me ot St. Lawrence.Kazvat 4e sa impressed of my academic and extracurricular activities,etc,but have limited financial aid for international students. Emi kakvo da se pravi-4akam o6te sedem otogovora,no St. Lawrence mi be6e lubimiq,no zdrave da e-moje da e za dobro.

Ochakvaite prodaljenie…

Why do we cry?

I have  always wondered why do people cry. From where do the tears come? Sometimes I just feel like crying-they just pour out from my eyes.Other times I cry because I’m sad or if I’m happy and so on. However I have always wondered what is this thing that creates them and make them pour out?

Also should we be ashamed when we cry?I’m from those people who cry very often and for very small things and I have always felt bad after I have cried. I have always been afraid that people will accept me as weak and childish. Usually when I pour out my tears I feel calmer that I have wasted my negative energy,but at the same time I feel bad that I have cried at all

Stra6en glas

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