“Bleeding Love”

Song of these days

Just tired

It’s only Tuesday, but I’m feeling exhausted. Usually Tuesdays and Thursdays will be hell-classes almost all day. Yeah, I know I chose it this way, but I really want to be able to manage it. I know some people say that 17 credits is too much, but how others cope with them? I want to cope, too. Perhaps I need some time to get used to the new graphic. And I can’t sleep again. It’s not something new. From the moment I came here something happened…I can’t fall asleep before 1-2am I feel sleepy but can’t fall asleep. I tried everything that came to my mind (hot milk, physical exercises, thinking for some pretty place..), nothing works Even I don’t cry so often these weeks, which I thought before was a problem when I cried every night, but it looks like no. I like my classes and I really want to cope with them..in the end of the semester I will found out how much I did it.

New Year’s resolutions

Oseni me ideq da si napravq spisak s celi za 2008:

- da zapo4na da u4a za SAT prez vtoriq semester                                                                      

- da si izbera koleji do kraq na mai mesec                                                                                    

- da ne si razvalqm GPA-to                                                                                                             

- da se postarq maximalno na piano urocite za6toto naistina iskam da se nau4a  da svirq                                                                                                                                                   

- da si namerq dobre platena rabota za lqtoto i s parite da si kupq laptop i digital camera i da si pokriq razhodite za tranfer process (i eventualno da si spestq nqkoi $)                        

- da izkaram dobri rezultati na izpitite                                                                                          

- da priklu4a s tranfer process do kraq na 2008                                                                         

- moje bi da se pribera v bg za drygata koledna vakanciq                                                          

- moje bi  da preglatna T. do kraq na godinata                                                          

E, imam nqkolko idei i za 2009 ama kato mu doide vremeto Hm, a ina4e spisaka si go biva…o6te edna sedmica relax i zaprqtam rakavi

2008 and 2007

Opredeleno neobiknoveno posre6tane na 2008. SLedobqd hodihme na kino, posle na ve4erq v Red Lobster i posle v ka6ti. Blizna4kite sa tuk i Bili i Boby(vnucite na Jane). Vsi4ki si legnaha v 10.30. Az gledah “Two and a half men”, “Sex and the city” i “Friends”. Nakraq prevklu4ih na Fox Tv-zapis na posre6taneto na 2008 v New York. Danito mi zvanna to4no 1 minuta predi 12 i broihme zaedno do 12 po Skype. Navan vali snqg i e stra6no krasivo i kato dobavq kam tova oganq v kaminata vatre…stra6no romanti4no…only you were missing, my baby No midnight kiss this year…Sanuvah te sno6ti…ot dosta vreme ne bqh…dano nqkoga spra…

Ako se zamislq 2007 be6e dosta dinami4na. Nqkoi ne6ta zapo4naha prez 2006 kato rabotata mi i kandidatstvaneto. I taka, kakvo pravih prez 2007? Prieha me v kolej. Opravih si dokumentite, visa, bilet i t.n. Hodih v Germaniq prez mai. Hodih na more prez uli. Opitah se da se razdelq s T. nqkolko pati i nai-nakraq raztoqnieto i razli4iqta ni radeliha. Zavar6ih si parviq semester v Cottey. Trqbva6e da prejiveq razdqlata sas vsi4ki priqteli i da se iztupkam sred amerikancite, koito sa mnogo po-razli4ni ot nas. Trqbva da preglatna, 4e s nai-dobrata mi priqtelka se 4uvam vednaj na 2 meseca. Trqbva da preglatna nai-ve4e T. Nqma kvo da go otri4am. Trudno mi be6e, adski trudno i o6te mi e. Sega po praznicite osobeno e ADSKI TRUDNO! Lipsva mi! Nima e prestaplenie da ima6 nujda ot nqkoi do teb? Da ima6 nujda ot pregradka? Znam, nqma da umra bez tova, no vse pak mi lipsvat vsi4ki prekrasni momenti… Qvno vse pak ne sam dostat4no silna 6tom vse imam nujda ot nqkoi do men. E, vseki si ima slabi strani. Tova e moqta. Imam nujda ot 4ovek do men, s koito da spodelqm, koito da me razbira. Ne moga vse vsi4ko da darja v men. Toi takmo me nau4i da ne go pravq i saotvetno da spra da pla4a tolkova mnogo, a sega po4vam pak da sabiram vsi4ko v men, a tova ne e dobre…

Kato cqlo 2007 be6e uspe6na kam promeni i postigane na celi. Nadqvam se i 2008 da e takava (i ne samo 2008). Pojelavam na vsi4ki mnogo uspehi i nai-ve4e zdrave!

HAPPY NEW 2008!